I'm officially starting to freak out a little.
Tomorrow I leave for Los Angeles and the Dumbo Double Dare. It keeps bringing me back to a year ago when I was still reeling from my Dad's passing and standing at the start line thinking "What the heck am I doing here". My training hit the skids as a grieved and felt unprepared.
But I finished.
Come back to now and my training has been non existent my last run was a while ago. This is not the first time I've been less then prepared. I am a bit annoyed with myself.
I know I'll get caught up in the moment and turn on the focused on the goal mindset.
The races get more frequent starting now so when I get home my focus has to be training for the challenge I've given myself.
I am looking forward to this trip and being reunited with my RunDisney friends and getting caught up in all the excitement.
It's mind of matter and remembering I'm a heck of a lot stronger then I think I am.