Well Hello,
This time I didn't wait months between blog
posts…yeah me.
I leave for the Wine & Dine Half in
tomorrow and then the following weekend it’s the Avengers Half…and the 5ks for
each run on top of that.
I can't say my training has been
spectacular. When I signed up for these races I had grand plans.
Then my world
got tilted when I started a new job with crazy hours. It’s not odd for me to
put in 9-10hrs per day. The last time I worked those kind of hours I was at
site and got Fridays off, this time there’s an added 9-10hrs on the Friday.
I realize this is an excuse as people with
far more complicated schedules can maintain training plans. There’s not a lot I
can do now other than do the best I can. When I came back from Tower of Terror
I had the flu so between that and Vancouver I ran once. Yet I shaved a few
minutes off my last half.
The body is a mysterious machine indeed.
What I wanted to talk about today was my
last Weight Watchers meeting. The topic was You version 2.
Sort of profound hey?
During the meeting my leader has us
visualize during some scenarios as us version 2. What I found interesting is
how easily I could visualize the right behaviors yet currently my actions don’t
reflect that.
A few weeks ago we celebrated one of our WW
family hitting goal. I was so happy for her and at the same time wondering what
my issue is.
My Dad’s death hit me super hard so that
impacted my whole life. I delayed dealing with my grief until I had a few
things sorted. It’s been over a year and while substantially better I feel like
about 98% myself.
Me version 2 starts now, I will track while
I’m in Disney World and Disneyland – not something I typically do. When I come
home I will start strength training so I can be more prepared for Star Wars and
plan my food better.
The fact that I could visualize it means I
can do it.
My bad habit is acting before thinking,
like today I bought the Nanaimo bar at Starbucks. Now after two bites I
realized it was kind of yucky and tasted like flour so I tossed it. Yet why did
I buy it. I didn't need it and it turns out it wasn't even enjoyable.
I’ve read book after book. I know what to do and just need to do it. I
do have strong motivation in my annual physical in January not to mention the
goal to do Dopey 14 months from now.
What I often hear in meetings is people
want to get back to how they used to be. For me I've always been chubby from as
far back as I can remember. Back when I lost 25lbs on WW then freaked out and
gained it back. The freak out was I didn't know who this was, it was foreign
and uncomfortable. Well since then I've done more uncomfortable things like
going to Japan by myself that I know uncomfortable isn't a bad thing and you
actually learn a lot about yourself.
I am worth success, I am worth the effort
to be fit and I am worth the work that needs to be put in.
This blog is going to get back to its
original intent to document the good, the bad and the ugly of getting to goal.